The truth...

The truth is painful..
Deep down, nobody wants to hear it, especially when it hits close to home.
Sometimes we tell the truth because the truth is all we have to give.
Sometimes we tell the truth because we need to say it out loud to hear it for ourselves.
And sometimes we tell the truth because we just can't help ourselves.
Sometimes, we tell them because we owe them at least that much.

Should I tell the truth and get the truth how painful it is?

Big girls don't cry....

I just wanna stop & quit...

I'm tired...sooo tired...
I feel empty...soo empty
I want to stop lookin somethin that even not exist at all..
I want to live again with my completed soul inside just like the old times...

Someone said that I'm soo dreamy person...love all those fairytale things... so maybe i've to start givin it up and get real...there aren't such things in real life...
Life is far far away from perfect, girl...

God...please help me to be a better person...

After the love has gone..

For awhile to love was all we could do
we were young and we knew
and our eyes were alive
Deep inside we knew our love was true
For awhile we paid no mind to the past
we knew love would last
Ev'ry night somethin' right
would invite us to begin the dance

Somethin' happened along the way
and yesterday was all we had
And oh after the love has gone
how could you lead me on
and not let me stay around
Oh oh oh after the love has gone
what used to be right is wrong
Can love that's lost be found

For awhile to love each other with all
we would ever need Love was strong for so long
never knew that what was wrong
oh baby wasn't right
We tried to find what we had
till sadness was all we shared
We were scared this affair would lead our love into
Somethin' happened along the way
yesterday was all we had
Somethin' happened along the way
what used to be happy is sad..

Just one trivial story...

It's already october...which way just 3 months later to year of 2008..

Gila waktu cepet banget berlalu...rasanya baru kmrn gw bilang kl tahun ini bakal jd tahun perenungan gw bwt nentuin what's next for my life especially about relationship things.
Awal tahun 2007, seems ada harapan baru...tp ternyata berakhir sama satu keputusan yang keliatannya paling baik (pas waktu itu..). Then setelah itu..gak tau rasanya lega dalam artian berasa udah gak ada beban krn masalah nampak terselesaikan ato...lega dalam artian sebenarnya...ruangan berasa lega krn gak ada isinya...feel empty...
Anyway I keep tellin my mind kl smua itu adalah konsekuensi dr keputusan yg udah gw ambil yang gak mungkin ditarik balik... (ato msh ada kemungkinankah??)

Jd apa hasil perenungan tahun ini??

"...and maybe everytime you fall in love with somebody it's completely different experience..so it's a mistake to compare them..." - Jonathan Tragger quotes in Serendipity