The other Mi Familia

Flashing back to the old times....

Mid of April 2007...
Dimulai "Dy, gw mo pindah...ada tempat baru jadi...ada cable-nya loh n cheaper"
Then gw pun lsg tlp pengelola kost bwt janjian mo liat, when I saw that room...just thought "umm not bad, I'll take it"

Mid of May 2007...
Gw memulai hari2 gw di tmpt baru, masih sepi...sih kecuali satu tetangga yg suka bertelpon2 ria mpe subuh (thx God, later dia pindah)

June 2007...
Ada tetangga baru ngisi kamar gede, dia tinggal ma adenya. Bagus d ada temen cwe di lantai atas.

July 2007 onward...
Lantai atas mulai penuh ga ada kamar kosong, gitu juga ma kmr bawah...and then dimulailah smua crita yg bikin kita smua jd kompak pada akhirnya...deket satu sama laen as family lengkap dg smua intrik & konflik. Gw pnah crita di blog dulu kl gw berasa tmpt skrg bnr2 homie, ngingetin wkt jaman kuliah dulu...

Banyaak bgt cerita yg udah dilewatin. Too much stories.... bittersweet memories

And now....end of June 2008
Satu persatu anggota "keluarga" mulai ninggalin rumah ini, lanjutin hari2 yang terus bergulir di tempat baru. Dimulai dr gw 1.5 bulan yang lalu..., disusul hari ini ma 4 orang lagi dan entah siapa lagi yang bakal nyusul
Seringkali kita berasa too in love to leave, ninggalin zona comfort yang ada tapi yaa....life goes on...there's a time to say hello and there's a time to say goodbye.

Gak tau apa smuanya bakalan nemu "keluarga" baru sedeket ini ato gak di tempat baru, bwt gw...tempat baru begitu berbeda. Smua komunitas dan lingkungan pasti punya karakteristik yg beda2.

So long my friends...gak tau apa someday kita bs ngumpul stay bareng satu atap lagi ato gak spt rencana2 dulu, tp thx bgt bwt kebersamaan kita selama ini...for all those bittersweet memories...
Bakal kangen banget sama satu waktu nemuain klian yg lg pada ngumpul smua spulang kja n ngeributin mo pesen makanan apa.... yg seringkali berujung ke "Selera Kita" hahahaa....

Good luck for you all...

To: Candy "Nci Bakmi", Hendra "Bedul", Will "Mr.Perumpamaan", LanLan "stuborn girl", Ronald "nyingg", Meice & Michael...

D - , changes is coming...

Knp gw bilang D - , apakah gw lagi nunggu sesuatu?
Bukan soal menunggu sesuatu...yg jelas something...a lot of things might be change.

Ampir satu tahun ini itu adalah salah satu hal yg gw takutin, kadang gw berdoa kl hari itu gak bakal pernah dateng krn setelah hari itu gw bakal keilangan..banget. Keadaan bakalan maksa gw bwt berubah dan ngerelain smuanya pergi, kl gak... kebayang how painful it is tarnya.

So what I need to prepare the coming of that day? maybe I have to turn around from now on... back to the place where I used to be...back to the moment when I could be my self...
And see the bright side... it's the time to make your life better...

Change: we don’t like to it, we fear it, but we can't stop it from coming. We either adapt to change or we get left behind. You could change no one but your self...

So just don't let yourself get left behind...

Let it go...

To Let Go...

Doesn't mean you stop caring, it just means you can't fix someone else
Is not to cut all connections, but to cut a few here and legthen a few there
Is not to punish, but to allow learning from natural concequences
Is not admit defeat or powerlessness, but to realize the outcome is not in my hands
Is to do what you need to take care of yourself, knowing that you can't be much helped by anyone if you're slowly dying
Is not to judge, but to seek understanding and acceptance
Is to stop teaching helplessness by overprotecting and underestimating the ability of others
Is to move from denial to acceptance, from feeling defensive to reflective
Is to stop nagging, arguing and scolding
Is to focus your thoughts on that you can control your mind and attitude
Is to stop wanting the things to be different and start making them different
Is not to regret what was or wasn't or what might have been
It's to learn, grow and prepare for the future

So...just let it go.....